1. Crawling

2. What I've Done

3. Shadow Of The Day

4. Numb

5. Part Of Me

6. With You

7. My December

8. Don't Stay

9. From The Inside

Crawling
Crawling in my skin
these wounds, they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming – confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
controlling – I can’t seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I’m convinced
that theres just too much pressure to take)
I felt this way before
so insecure

Crawling in my skin
these wounds, they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting – reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I’m convinced
that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I felt this way before
so insecure

Crawling in my skin
these wounds, they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
these wounds, they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming – confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
controlling – confusing what is real


What I've Done
In this farewell
There is no blood
There is no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty
So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

For what I've done
I'll start again
And whatever thing
May come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving

What I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done

What I've done

Forgiving what I've done


Shadow Of The Day
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you


Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow]

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
'cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be


Part Of Me
Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Find myself taking control
Of the situation
Responsible for its creation
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see right hand to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me

Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
and then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Erect the gate of pain volition
Feel the rain of resolution
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
And that reason will last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you

Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

This part of me won't go away

part of me won't go away

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me


With You
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
(With You)You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
(With You)You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes
(With You)You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
(With You)You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes

No
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we've come I
I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you

You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
(With You)You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes
(With You)


My December
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to


Don't Stay
Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away
(With no apologies) x2

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay


From The Inside
I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone it feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust, and the lies
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you

I'll Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you, you, you